I feel that my mind is sober this morning and I initially made a list of items to do for a whole day: washing my face, brushing teeth, having dinner, washing clothes and writing a very good article...
But another happy voice just leaped into my heart happily : “Going to the park! Going to the park! Going to the park...” I really wanted to go to the park!
Several days ago I had acquainted with a small park where the land is wide with green grasses and varieties of other plants. It’s really a good season to go to the park to feel beautiful and peaceful scenery under a clean and white sky in sunny days. This all makes me really happy! I went there yesterday and I wanted to go today!
Staying in the park, I can breathe the fresh air and be so close to the natural creatures such as green grass and yellow leaves. How happy I can be! But I still consciously choose to prioritize my work first, trying to ignore that inner voice jumping. This was just like a familiar voice I heard in my childhood — “Why are you still playing? Have you finished your homework yet?” This voice will just limited me in my home, feeling boring, not wanting to do work or going out, and then it may become procrastination.
“How is it if I just allow myself to be happy?” I asked myself as I washed my face.
Then I just went to the park first after breakfast, enjoying the warm sunshine, watching the peaceful leaves. I enjoyed all till I felt very satisfied in my heart and then I sat under the sunshine to see all the information I had to deal with the whole day and I had my article to write outlined.
It was a perfect morning. I lived it this way and I called it a happy morning.
I remembered once there was a young girl came to my working shop and asked me: “My dear teacher. I just always don’t go well in my process of seeking love. What could I do if I just can’t find a boyfriend to marry?”
I just listened to her slowly and then I surprisingly found that she has been gloomy for a long time and she was not happy at all. Her heart was just “ill” but she didn’t feel it a “problem” at all. Comparatively speaking, what confused her most was not her own illness in heart but not having a partner to step into marriage.
Oh, my girl! What is it make you feel that you can be saved by love when you’re not happy at all by yourself?
If you just step into marriage with a broken heart, more misfortune will wait for you ahead in your marriage. And if you had a kid, you will also reproduce an unhappy child.
Let’s just stop here and make some reflection on ourselves, okay?
You should have the obligation to make yourself happy.
Actually everyone is just pursuing happiness in its name. But quite few can feel whether the way and direction they pursue happiness are right or wrong.
Some of their inner heart had been broken into pieces and they have no power or energy any more, they just continued to strive to be the centre of others’ attention. And they’re even afraid of being discovered.
Some people are just breaking in health and even cannot sleep well, still they feel only money can bring them some sense of value and try to do more and more work,just in order to show their excellence in front of parents.
Some people are just afraid of marriage and family because of bad memories about them, still they are so eager to find a partner to earn happiness without any efforts. Then suddenly they just find that they’re falling into a more unhappy marriage trap.
Some people are just cursing their leaders and guests for not liking their own jobs which they cannot give them up for the sake of stable life. Because they’re just not brave enough to live a life they really want.
Are you one of them? If you were, it’s highly time for you to wake up and make some changes! Because it’s your own obligation to make yourself happy!
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